Happy day before new years eve everyone.
Today I"m feeling a bit glum. It's been a hard year- one of which has resulted in a long chain of self-sabotage. As I catch wind of the results of the final (hopefully final) thing I did not apply to for no good reason, I am fed up. I know life has been mean, but never have I been THIS outwardly destructive to PAINTING. Or have I? Now I just don't know. Maybe I was oblivious to myself until life trauma knocked me more self aware.
Does anyone know anything real deep and revealing about self sabotage? Anyone have a quick fix that's more elaborate than simply "getting over it" or "working harder." Obviously this is a symptom of something much sludgier - something that smells of low self worth, and I just won't have it.
Here is a sketch of my nephew I did the other day
here's a shot of my studio looking a lil cray.
A gift from me to you:
The world's easiest homemade cleaner recipe:
1 part vinegar
1 part water
spiced up with some drops of essential oils.
I used sweet orange, but tell me, oil---water? The whole separation thing... (see picture below) Um...
